writtern @4:46 PM

I got a curfew last night.
yes, a 12am curfew. >< My first in the last 2yrs? Im not extremely pissed at the curfew... but Im just quite disappointed my mom has to give me one. When I've slowly been letting her know more of my friends... honestly telling her who/where/what im doing outside. I thought i'd be a good daughter, u know... no more lies... no more "oh, im going out with this whole bunch of girls"(and give her all the usual names). I've gone out for suppers soo many times and usually its fine but i guess i was too honest last night lol. oh well. Anw i think this'll just be a one-time thing. but i know that from now on, she'll start questioning me ALOT whenever i go for suppers. and i HATE being questioned. arghy.
On another note, i've been having NIGHTMARES!
I've been having them for the past 4 CONSECUTIVE nights? It scares me. They dont consist of dinosaurs & monsters & vampires, but the characters are REAL people in my life. Sometimes i rmb the gist of the story. They're like what cld happen in life. And the people involved are all close to me... my family, my close friends... Last night was THE OMG WORST nightmare ever. I woke up crying. SERIOUS. i just jolted out of it & i rmb sub-consciously wiping the tears away. I've had nightmares like these before, when i'd jolt out of it crying... but THIS one had the worst storyline & most tears. anyway i reallyreally hope these arent gonna be déjà vu. I was really damn scared in my nightmares. its almost 3am now. I think i wont dare sleep. SOMEBODY TALK TO ME! hahaha. (NCP i think you shld break out of camp hahs)
Went shopping! with Lovelydia(i MEMORIZE ur blog larhh) today. There was a very furnie incident we both burst out laughing. FIT & SUPER SKINNY HUH X) Cheers to our bags! May it break the long-time curse. hah :D

Michelle feels good today!

writtern @12:50 PM

writtern @5:41 PM

haha chill people, i only extracted 4 wisdom teeth. i didnt undergo some life-threatening surgery. I've just got stitches in my mouth. :X
But because of this i missed my SMU interview the next day. I think they withdrew me. crap.
I've been sleeping alot since i lost my wisdom. teeth. Either its the medicine(which is sickening cos the intervals for the 3 kinds are 6, 8 & 12hrs. so i've to rmb the times i took each & count every few hours) or im just weak. I actually do feel weak... Cant eat anything besides porridge. only today i got this ingenius idea of buying baby food! i dont exactly like the texture... but i need a different taste from the same porridge for breakfast, lunch, dinner. today i totally lost my appetite. no food = no energy to work later too!
Craving for crystal jade's chilli now. i can eat plain porridge with their red chilli mann yummy!
Oh, and though by right i shld be losing weight cos of my sadsad diet, i feel hungry every 3 hours throughout the whole day & night. I eat quite little each time as well. so its like breakfast, lunch, teatime, dinner, supper. lol i think i'll get fatter instead! ><

and jesslyn wont even let me have my last meal in peace hahs

writtern @3:48 PM

I wasnt at all really nervous until i registered and was told the anesthetist had to inject me. i rmb how the nurse cldnt find my vein on my arm when i tried to donate blood. My daddy kept bringing that up & laughing. so anyway the doctor stuck some little tubey thing poked into the vein on my hand. I was kinda freaked out by it. Shortly after, i knocked out and for the next hour i didnt know what was going on. Thank god i cldnt feel anything. After the 'mini surgery' they woke me up and i was still groggy. my brother had to carry me up to my room(whaha) and i slept for the wholeee day. And dinner time was terrible. I didnt have appetite, but had to consume the 5(!) pills of medicine. After forcing everything down, 5mins late i vomited everything out. Even the pills came out in one piece LOL.
This is the frist time i was put under sedation!
And it still hurts a lot )=

writtern @9:27 PM