Going to all the uni open houses makes me stressed. My impression of uni from the open houses are the total opposite of yongheng's lol.
Campuses look depressing. except SMU, but it aint my kinda ideal school building. anw NTU & NUS schools look dull & dead. its all greyy. Every building is square and grey. Dawn & i had a glimpse of uni life & staying on-campus at diane's hostel and we both agreed that it looks like a depressing phase of life ahead. We observed that 90% of the ppl we see walk alone, those that dont are often couples. oh my. depressing. We walked ard NUS and found that the inside looks so much better than from the outside. The central library esp, looks like a dead place frmo the road, and i think if i walk towards it during the stressful exam period, im gonna commit suicide seriously. But walking into it through the other entrance was much better thank god. I stil dont think there's enough flora & fauna. Lucky FASS has a pretty nice(but still not up to standard) garden. it was the best on the whole campus we've seen although its only half the size of a soccer field and has 8 trees. yes, depressing.
My enthusiasm towards uni died totally this weekend. before that i was still excited & LONGED to go to NUS. but now aft seeing the campuses I wont mind NTU. NTU has guaranteed hostel accomodation for all freshmen. whereas at one particular hall in NUS, i hear only 1 eighth of applicants get accepted into it.
Anyway last night dawn & i were sitting at vivocity's rooftop to chat. it was really breezy & nice we cldnt bear to leave. its the perfect place to just chitchat larh. i so wanna lay a mat there and camp overnight star-gazing. Anw we talked abt some stuff that until now im still thinking abt. it just struck me larh. makes me wonder.
Changing subject, my parents are the best. Its 10pm and they havent come home. Im left home alone(again) and w/o dinner. Not that i dont know how to make my own dinner(its just a little hard to swallow), but we dont even have a FRIDGE to keep food. So there isnt even anything for me to cook. hah. Even my neighbour pitied me. lol. Their maid saw me sitting outdoor & chatted with me, and found out i dont have dinner, so they passed over brownies & especially cooked fried rice for me. AT 10PM. I feel like a pathetic child lol. im so, so grateful for neighbours like this. I hope we never move out of here. (:
I love my friends. And if u're reading this, i probably love you too haha.
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