Times are tough nowadays. no, not finanacially(thank god), but rather with the damned books. Aint coping with any subject at all. I feel crappy. Tearing over dumb math sums & 'all. how do u ppl do it? MF15 huh(clique5 inside joke:)). i have my motivation, i know why i want to do well. no, not entirely for myself actually. everytime a major exam comes (PSLE, O'lvl), i tink: okay im gonna get it right this time. THIS is IT. but nooo. that was NEVER it. i was supposed to do well for Os. messed up still. sigh. i noe why i want to get good grades for As. the 'motivation' just aint working well.
michelle, its time to put ur life on hold.
sigh sigh sighApart from all this stress im having alrdy, it aint exactly helpful tt u're being so
not understanding by stressing me up with other crap. look, its not that i dont want to, whether i want to or not, u aint giving me no support at all either. its always my fault eh.
I miss Alex & David. damn, i wanna switch lives with them for NOW. its the total opposite of wat im suffering now. One's probably halfway up whichever mountain in NZ now. its sounds so cool, hiking up a snow mountain. The other one's having a shot at the American dream. i hope. One cold dark stormy night, i suddenly felt so lonely. i was the only 1 left awake. I'd never be the last to turn in if they were here. I miss those arguments too i guess. sighh.
this post is getting too depressing. take a turn! on the brighter side of life:D
i dreamt of D a few nights ago. i have NO IDEA why, but it was darn hilarious!
i hate Newton FC's touters. but i liked the company! (thanks FX!)
i baked yummy custard puffs!
"Always be my baby" - in the sexiest voice ever!
i love taboo and going 'quack' at Mind cafe. (and thnks to the 3 gentlemen u noe who u are(= )
okay tts abt all for now.
i dont noe why, but i feel like ending off with a...
SMILE! yeah YOU. smile at me. smile at someone & make his/her day! :)