sweet memories

Thursday, November 30, 2006

before you start reading, let me warn you that this post is only dedicated to Ronald, so if u're not interested pls move on. No, if you're not him, pls do move on too.
ronald just called me to say goodbye and i almost teared, really.
okay sapi, this one's for you(:
oh well. where do i start. hmm.
got to know you in sec 2 and we sort of 'clicked' i guess & soon we were sharing secrets, problems & all. im sorry, but now that i look back & see how u acted during your love crisis, its pretty funny & u were quite pathetic x) and u never liked it when i messed ur spiked hair, u vain pot! but all the more i wanted to. =P And i rmb the last time we played badminton, u whacked me with the racket -.-"

sec 4 had the most fun times with you man. x) all along i thought u were matured, but i dont noe wat the heck happened in sec 4! its really funny, our friendship. we would insult or quarrel at the sight of each other - we NEVER failed to. we just lovee going against each other x)

to ronald irawan/macdonald;
cheers to the times we
hit, pinched, kicked-under-the-table, whacked, dao-ed, played,
and the
feet-tripping, ruler-slapping, marker-drawing, arm-colouring, hair-messing, scolding, insulting, screaming, shouting, debating, complaining (to yh & jh about how IM abusing you when its actually the other way round & u give tt sickening pitiful face), you-drawing-on-my-papers-ALL THE TIME, sabo-ing, bullying moments. this sounds like we were super violent. haha. yet, all these were what made our friendship special ((:
(now u see how childish you were?! x))

even on grad nite, the first thing u said when u walked past my table was a very loud "OH-MY-GOD" i hope u meant it in a good way! baka~ LOL. as usual, the first words exchanged were insults. haha. i wished we could bicara banyak that nite but sadly, we didnt really have the chance lah. & i may not see you again. SOoo, with that handshake, i wish you all the best in the future, in all aspects of life, from studies to girls, oh, about girls... i know all the ang moh are FAIR, but pls dont get a dumb blond gf okay. but then again.. they'll all be taller than you, so good luck eh x) & when u revisit spore jio me out k! haha. okay. guess thats it... Kenapa kamu mau pergi! now i have no one to talk to :( haha. well anway goodbye & take care dudeee! ((:

go back INDO to PEE lah; dont flood spore. x)
cinta padamu(dont read too much into this) & u'll be missed! :D Saya bicara bahasa apa kamu mengerti, smart eh? HAHAHA ;) Saya minta maid belajar and i bet she thinks im tulis surat cinta, but this is SO NOT. you wish! dont laugh if the words are not accurate k hahahaa.
Cinta, BAGUS miche a.k.a BUTTERCUP -.-"

that happens to be my witch hat.

lookie! rickie is so cute!
and ron...-.-

evidence of your markings on my worksheets

just like any other day x)

And that's the last.
only 3yrs but its long enough to consider you my best friend :D

writtern @4:10 PM

there's so much to blog about this week! but i shall take my time. not gonna blog abt it all at once. prom photos will have to wait till tmr (:
today its for LYDIA. i just get so excited when it comes to her, my love~
aye you BLAHBLAHBLAH. made me stand outside Kodak while u took an hour to choose ur photos! RAWR. being so sick still have to accompany you lahh. SPREAD THE GERMS! hah. but it was fun nonetheless! we printed, walked, coughed, sneezed, explored, knocked into ppl, snapped pictures, and people watched.

conversationa of the day:
M: i dont intend to... ...
L: but its quite retarded what u're gonna say when he asks for the reason.
M: yeah never thought of that. ha.
L: tell him its because he's your first!
*bursts of laughter* okay ppl, sorry if u dont get it, its an inside joke x)

oh, people! did u know papers had different thickness! i just found out. hahaha.
lydia, im looking forward to THE SLEEPOVER! :D i might just turn LESBIAN for u babe <3

writtern @11:27 AM

Friday, November 24, 2006

guess i gotta live with the disappointment.
sometimes i feel so stupid. i dont know wats on ur mind.
why is it i have to hear those assuring things abt you from ur best friend? why cant u do things urself. u dont do anything, thats the problem. your best friend's just helping you, but just to let you know, it aint helping anymore. cause u're so hopeless.
okay, so i wasnt so hyper. wasnt as usually excited/talkative/enthu. but i've decided to let u do the talking instead. im the one who talks so much all the time.
oh, and just forget that i havent been feeling too well. its alright tt u dont care much. but at least dont expect me to still entertain you. my replies werent halfhearted. i was just tired. mentally(dont u dare ask me why).
okay so now i feel more like a talkshow host. i have to throw in more exclamation(!) marks & HA HEE HOs & interesting stories or else u cant be bothered to talk to me rite.
its the wrong guys that are treating me the way i expected you to. so if they treat me so much better, what am i doing now? okay from now on, u're slipping off my mind.
lets hope ur lies bring u somewhere.

please surprise me soon before its never.

writtern @10:55 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Its just a little too late.

cause there's only so much i can do.

writtern @8:58 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

life's been SO HECTIC after the Os. but i like (: been shopping & shopping & shopping! the first 2 days already cheong. heh. i love my new Liz Claiborne polo-T, Novo heels, & 2 pairs of Scholls! yeah. bought 3 pairs of shoes in 2 days ((:
went out with lyd on sat. it was soo fun! love u girl! ..despite ur sudden bombardment of im-supposed-to-know news. -.- u lucky girl! he's sooo sweet! if i were you, i'd totally melttt. someone like him hard to come by! im envious! haha. but i know your heart's with ME right! muahaha.
With lydia dearest;
L: ahh im so tired.
M: dont be a pigg must be hyper like me! Os are overr!
L: my mind wants to sleep, but my heart wants to talk(to me).
*a second of silence* then we burst out laughing. it just sounded.. wrong haha.
later...
L: woah i like that dress. it looks hot. eh pick something we go in try together leh.
so i pick sth... and we locked the door behind us.
the next thing lydia said was: i scared i'd be TOO HOT in it.
ahh lydia u're soo cute! x)

so what i did the past 5 days... just shopping! oh and the DYs came to sleepover. i appreciate that we had that girl talk (: & my feet hurts. aLOT. my ankle kinda hurts too. it feels tired. dont know how im gonna play badminton tmr. i have a feeling im gonna sprain my ankle. yeah. this shows its been too long since i last shopped. retail therapy ((:

writtern @2:24 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

im vulnerable and insecured;
unsure & doubtful;
and i know u feel the same way too.

writtern @12:30 PM