wheee. this weekend was great man! my parents are overseas so sneaked out -twice! (: i got caught on the first night though when they called home & my maid told them i went out -.- maids are soo sickening. but wAtEvEr.
met the girls (and sean-extra) at bugis for steamboat dinner! it was so cool lah. we were eating in the middle of a field with grass all around!
and i reached home only at 10.30pm. my parents wld flip if they found out. hehehe.
ytd went out with lydia. i was so shocked to read the msg in the morning:
"let me break the news: LYDIA'S DATING U OUT!!!"
and i started jumping around. im not spastic. its just tt we dont get to meet up often. hahaha. yay! shopppinggg!
but we were pretty dumb lah. first we met at novena sq. den went to cityhall. den went to bugis. den hopped back to cityhall. so we took 3 train rides in 4 hours. we never plan our routes hehe. im happy cause i bought stuffs. wheee. & she's happy about her Puma bag. thank me girl. are u relieved of the guilt? haha. happy birthday! <3
man, my parents are coming back tonite ): its not tt im unhappy abt it. its just tt i wont have anymore freedom. hehe.
oh well. pictures will be up soon! as soon as i get them. hur.

writtern @3:31 PM

sigh today's amath was bad bad bad. the questions werent very difficult. they were quite common but i had a stupid mental block & started panicking at qn 3 when i cldnt do the matrix. crap. im gonna fail amath. confirm. unless maybe i get 100/100 for paper 2 lah huh.
my face was red & my eyes were puffy after the paper. i cldnt help & breakdown right after handling in my paper. once again, i thought i was pretty prepared for amath, but i guess not afterall.
haix i feel damn crestfallen now lah. cried all the way home from school and lied on my bed for like half an hr crying. i dont even feel like studying for the rest of the papers already. anway thanks to those who tried consoling me this afternoon... i know u all will be reading this so when u've read it u noe im grateful (: & thnx fuxing for especially calling me. u shld be honoured ur name is mentioned here. its like so much more honourable than ROD-ing lah. lol. im typing this while still on the phone with u. ha. did u all noe there's LIBRARY ROD. LOL. i found it especially funnyyy. like how cute can. they ROD-ed with pizzas. tt makes it even more cuter x)

writtern @3:40 PM

sigh. prelims are taking a toll on me. emotional breakdown.
it was a bad start altogether with SS. i was prepared for it, i know it. but i just cldnt answer the qns. & then all the other papers were just as bad. everyday i come home, think about how i failed & cry. & take a short nap. & wake up to greet my parents when they come home. & cry again. & after dinner start studying. & halfway through i can just start crying again. i tell myself i tried my best to try to feel better. but then i tink tt even my best cldnt get me a B. esp when i put in so much effort & tink im all ready for the paper. sometimes the disappointment is greater when u tink u're ready.
sigh.
i cry even harder when i tink u dont care at all;
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
现在怎会说句话就能肿一边
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了

writtern @2:39 PM

writtern @10:05 PM

thanks for the Fisherman's Friend when i was choking on my cough. thanks for all the care & concern. thanks for trying to cheer me up wen im down.
but no thanks for anything else.
cause do u realise tt im just showing u the black face hoping to chase u away. and u scare me. and irritate me. really.
if u dare put ur arms around me again im gonna bite ur whole arm off; idiot dont u get the msg when i stand a few metres away & is constantly pushing ur arm off. u tink im ur armrest or wat. if ur hands come anywhere near my face again i'm gonna take a penknife & chop ur fingers off. if u block my way again; (tt really pisses me off btw. there were so many ppl ard & in case u didnt realise we were blocking other ppl's way too. AND my parents were less than a few metres away waiting in the car & have full view of us. u cld have gotten me into deep sh*t) im gonna pour acid on ur face.
you disgust me.

writtern @1:06 PM

writtern @3:32 PM

CURSES! i got a 3.2cm cut on my kneeeeee! RAWRRRRRRRRRR.

my dad & bro went to comex ytd & they came back with 5 bags of stuff. cool lah! they got cameras(video cam, digi cam, webcam). like camera spree. lol. so now we have 1 video cam which my oldest bro will use... & my sec bro's holding on to the other digi cam in aussieland nw.. soo... tt means... no one's gonna fight over the new digi cam with me! :)))) yayy!!! this rocks man! i love tech fairs! hahaha.

writtern @6:55 PM

medicine causes drowsiness.
they're PINK and DISGUSTING.

writtern @1:33 PM