5th July i sent my brother off at the airport... he's gonna study there. & i wont see him in like 5 months. though there is the webcam, but his presence is not here.. the house feels... a little more spacious :/
but i'll miss him still... cant believe im saying this but yeah. i miss my brother!!!
the blue black he left on my arm b4 he left is still there... now he cant entertain me with his retarded actions when im bored... no more insults, quarrels, fighting over the computer, and squeezing of hands until i whine and everyone gives that 'how childish can the they get' look during mass-which i will definitely miss.
i didnt really say much to him before he left... in fact i didnt say anything else beside "goodbye & take care".
its like... oh nevermind. well my parents are there with him until tuesday so the house feels REALLY empty. its like just me & my maid & whenever i come up to my room i see that my bro's table is sparkling clean & totally nth on top, i feel sad.
