muggg. mug mug mug. gotta start mugging peeps. exams are around the corner... arghy.
went group studying the whole afternoon... gosh. just realised there's soo much 2 study! its impossible 2 finish it in time. efficiency is not my middle name.
Tuesday night. went DFS shopping with my bro 2 get his gf's present.looked at Dior. damn. i love Dior. but damn exp loh. the pair of earrings i really loved was 160 bucks i tink. anyway all are nice. and all above 100. i hinted 2 my bro. 18th birthday. im hinting again. (: btw. Dior has a new look at Nee Ann City. gotta check it out. its about time they had a totally new renovation. the last time i went there, i'd say it isnt the best. damn. i absolutely love dior!!! im so gonna spurge on Dior on my 18th birthday. whahha. tt is if i havent gotten broke. :)
today joined choir the church for this special mass. it went well okayy. heh.
darn. i left my calculator wif jia yi this afternoon. i hope. its missing! amath test on monday. how am i gonna study for it w/o my darling calculator. but i've got dawn! my saviour. once again. :)

writtern @10:39 PM

FULL MOON! i havent went out 2 see the moon. gonna do it lata. but im sure its big & round & bright! last nite's was soo beautiful! i was studying under the moonlight. the moon was so bright! and there was a huge halo around it. bEaUtIfUl... happy mid-autumn festival! (: time 2 bring out the lanterns! oh mann. i cant find my tweety bird one. oh wells. guess i've outgrown running around comparing lanterns. oh sigh. my childhood.
i wish i could turn back time.. for so many reasons.
these few days im damn mood swing lah. i've been showing my temper for the slightest reason. and after tt i hate myself for venting my anger & sadness on others. but b4 i realise it, i've already done enough hurt. im really sorry to those i've shown attitude to... under this full moon tonite i ask for ur forgiveness. haa. this sounds retarded. but seriously. im sorry.
oh wells. here i am. sitting by the window. tinking of the yester-years.
i wish u'd call me tonight. like u did last year. but please dont let it be a dare. please let it be the truth. i promise i'll have a different reaction.
but sigh. it wont ever happen again. and i cant turn back time.
i'll just look at the moon and tink of you even though its so much pain.
Dreaming Of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
than here in my room dreaming about you and me

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writtern @4:45 PM

the weekend was GREAT! i finally got confirmed!!! woohooo! congrats 2 all my fellow confirmants! (: and thnx 2 my family, god-family, dawn, vicky & alicia for coming down 2 support! <3
my shoes!!! thank god i didnt trip down the aisle!
my god-pa & me!
<3
smilee (:
my confirmation name!

saturday,10 Sept 2005!!!!!!!!
check out my friendster for more pix!

On sunday i went 2 the Asian Civilisation museum 2 see the Vatican exhibition. the exhibits are nicee. wish i could bring them home. haha. esp the late Pope john paul's HUGE painting! DAMN CUTE. (:
-MICHELLE JUALIANA OW. (:

writtern @3:43 PM

hey.. juz realised i've just gotten wireless connection to the internet. hahaha. blurr.
im borrreddd. there's nth 2 do at home... watching the world go by.. not doing anything... wad more stepping out of the house. gotta be kidding me. u'll get bbq-ed. oh. toking abt bbq. i missed the chalettt!!! ): sob sob. i was planning 2 go after church but wen it juz ended qian called me not 2 go down anymore cuz everyone was leaving. haix. i must haf missed out on a lot of fun. really damn sad abt it lah. ytd was not really a veh gd day.. my mom took leave 2 bring me out. went 2 see the new national library. got lost. yeah. tts abt it. den she went 2 do her hair while i went shopping for that 1hr or so. was bored 2 death waiting for her lah. walked ard bugis junction lyk a million times. but tt 1hr was quite fruitful..(luckily it was or i'd be really angry wif my mom for making me wait so long!) cuz i managed 2 buy some stuffs. whaha. but den again.. not easy for me 2 go out & nOt get stuff. hehe. havent been doing much shopping this one week holiday lah. tts must be my reason for my moodswing. anw i managed 2 get a nice pair of earrings... quite exp though. but i can wear it on the confirmation day! whee. den i bought e new paper & sat at the salon 2 read. there was an article on high end country clubs dropping in value. i'd be damn sad wen i reach 21 yrs old lah. cuz then i'll have 2 turn in my SICC membership... i really LOVEEE the club! i could live there man. when i grow up... my first 'C' i wanna get is a CAR. the second is CLUB membership. i only want SICC(if i can ever afford)! god. i love it. yesh! this weekend they're playing Madagascar! woohoo! gonna catch it man. whee.
last nite was the confirmation rehearsal. got our sitting positions & stuff. god. Cris & shaun is sitted behind me. they're superrr noisy can! cris tried talking 2 me but i brushed him off. so lame. whaha. im getting realllyyy excited abt confirmation. cant wait 2 see how everyone looks in their white outfit. haha. my writeout on the confirmation camp was printed in the church newsletter. haha. cool.
planned 2 go 2 the gym at SICC today. but the sun is too darn hot. just feel like slacking at home.
It's even killed my mood for shopping. gOsh.

writtern @2:04 PM

yay! there was sth wrong wif my blog juz nw & lyd helped me fix it! whee. my day is saved. (:
today is a great day.. stayed home totally relaxed.. lived life slow.. i wish everyday could be like that... i was playing the organ(after abandoning it for a few months) & it helped me calm my nerves... whaha. im starting 2 like playing it again. learnt a new church song! whee. but havent master it yet. whaha.
u noe watt... yesterday i went 2 town wif jia yu again... finally bought my white blouse! woohooo!!! =D yesh. finally. a bit relieved liao. got my outfit. whee. i should start practising walking on my new heels if not on tt day i trip & fall. hOw eMbarrassing. haha.
another thingg... i added him on friendster.. & he added me on MSN! WHAHAHAHHA. i was so surprised. hahaha. (: WHEE. but im not close 2 him anyway. hardly ever talk 2 each other online. hahaha. i also too pai shei 2 talk 2 him. hahah.
tmr is the rehearsal day for confirmation! its at nite lah.. ends at 9.30PM cann.. cnt go for the chalet!!! ): wahhh. sob. i was looking forward 2 it. & i paid already summore. waste my 10 bucks. haha. charity bah... im gonna miss out on the fun.. :( my mom surely wont let me go after church cuz it'll be too late & even if i went there.. no one wld fetch me back close 2 midnite. sighhh. why must they postpone the rehearsal day 2 tmr!!! wahhh.
i cant wait for confirmation! it'll be so cool. hehe. i believe i've mentioned this many a time already. (=

writtern @4:11 PM

yayy. its the one week break! wheee. time 2 shop shop & shop! woohooo!
but saturday spent the WHOLE day in church can.. from 9am to 7pm. hahaha. im so holy. (: spent the whole day preparing for our confirmation.. den Father john joseph came 2 speak 2 us about the usual stuff lah... den he put us into groups.. the first thing we had 2 do was 2 act out a skit... Nigel was sho furnie. he volunteered to be the pregnant girl. he was so excited about it. haha. our grp's play was quite furnie. den after tt got another group work.. supposed 2 compose a psalm... but instead we ended up talking about LEE KUAN YEW. obviously their reaction was all the same as everyone else lah... haha. & the word spread around. so when they see me around church they'd probably remember me as LKY fanatic. haha. esp nigel & mark lah... keep asking me why i like LKY so much. he's cutee whattt. haha. & den there's this guy. he knows everything about LKY lah. wth. haha. but so irritating. he keep debating wif me about LKY. haha. so anyway u noe how we managed 2 pass up a psalm? we COPIED from the bible! hahaha. den had lunch & it was raining so charlotte drove us 2 the canteen. which is SO NEAR. but its in another building & we didnt wanna get wet. her car ROCKS man. its soo coool!! toyota Enima.SO COOL. i could exchange my dream car BMW for it. haha. so then we all went for mass & i brought up the offering! so cool. ahha.
Sunday!!! went shopping the whole dayyy. walk walk walk around orchard looking for my white outfit for my Confirmatin this sat. really difficult 2 find an all white top... haiz... saw 2 not bad ones from mango & zara... got them reserved cuz i still cant make up my mind. the zara one is my fav so far. but its not white WHITE. its like off-white. cream. so cnnt.. ): den the mango one.. i dun like it.. but looks like if i cant find anything in time.. i've got no choice but 2 get tt. ): so i went 2 walk again today. & finally found my heels! there's pink on it. but i hope can lah... its sweet looking. den today bought 2 pairs of earrings too. i want 2 get feathery earrings.. saw a pair in the Seventeen mag.. but the shop is in marina bay tt side i tink. dunno where lah. arghyy. the good stuff in mags. thats i like are always in places which i dont noe where in the world they are.
so.. tmr im prob gonna go town & shop for more stuffs.. must buy some accesories 2 match my ALL WHITE outfit. gonna look like a ghost. a short & non-floating one, that is.
i found his* friendster acc! whaha. just added him.. was pondering whether or not i should. but WHAT THE HECK. just ADD lah. haha. he's one out of the only 2 SJI boys i noe that is nice.. i've always had a bad impression of SJI boys. they suck. hahaha.
some guys are nice.. while some are simply IRRITATING. arghy. i feel like telling him off. CAN YOU JUST STOP STICKING AROUND TO ME. GO FIND THE OTHER BOYS LAH. STOP ASKING ME WHETHER I WANT A DRINK, COFFEE OT TEA. I DONT WANT NO DRINK. I DONT NEED U 2 BUY ME ONE. I CAN AFFORD THANK YOU. the first thing my fren said about u was that u were popular around cuz everyone seemed 2 noe u. GOD. i'll admit you are, so can u just go tag around wif the rest.

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