i just found out that yesterday was my last catecheism class before confirmation... haha. quite sad actually. i was actually soo looking forward 2 confirmation so that after that no more cat. class. but now i wAnt cat class. im tinking of going back for post-confirmation cat class in sec 4 now. hmm... really considering joining the choir too... but then.. HE'll be there... & he's the one who used 2 really bug me 2 join. last time i was shy. tts why didnt wanna join. but now i really wanna join. but he's there. &.. i noe im mean lah, but im avoiding him. even on sat lah... he kept sticking with me & my frens. quite irritating. oh by the way. saturday was dominique's wedding! congratulations!! her husband not bad looking at all.. i tink he's from london. got a lot of ang moh at the church wedding. all fly here from london for their wedding. their wedding is the nicest church wedding i've been to lah... its damn cool.. got scottish music loh.. LIVE music by some scottish ppl playing their pipes & scottish instrument. so cool. & the reception was really cool lah. & behind their wedding car hangs a board reading 'just married' and cans dragging behind on the road. soo cutee. her husband is a nice guy.. he actually chatted with us & was really nice. im happy for dom. she's a nice girl... really... although she's from a good family background, she dresses very simple & her pesonality is just great. she doesnt act like those rich ladies kind. she's a role model. haha.
so as i was saying.. i wanna be more active in the church lehh.. but a shy 2 join the choir.. was tinking of greeting ministry too.. hmm...
oh yeah. sat nite victoria & alicia came 2 my house.. stayed until 1am... haha. cool. & we were looking forward 2 see the star but den found out later that it's supposed 2 appear the night before. haha. anyway they're coming for my confirmation!! woohooo!!! thank you for the support gurls! muackk! oh btw. i still havent decided on my confirmation name yet. how about Michelle Julliana Ow? nice?

writtern @4:46 PM

today is a very unlucky day... started off bad anyway. im just SO DISAPPOINTED in so many people.
before netball started i was just sitting there... tears were already in my eyes. dont why they just came. u cant even tell how sad i felt. u just asked if i was alrite. only after the tears came. i really dont wanna feel down. so i juz pretend im alrite by acting all crazy.
ME AND MY WILLY WONKA'S GOLDEN TICKET.
we were playing captain's ball. yesh. and tt wonderful christina threw the ball at my... nvm. at ME. just that it hit at the wrong place. haha. and created a huge dirt stain on my shirt. then. i got molested by so many ppl at the same time. just before meelen left she pinched my butt! arghy. that nerve of her! haha. rite. den chris n jess n jingxin all started attacking my left & right 'cheek'.-.-" & i almost had a head concussion when i hit my head against chris's chin. painn. my CHEEKS were being abused. then i was just singing den jing xin suddenly slapped me! that was the most painful slap i ever got! i mean, no one actually really slapped me before. the first few times were by other ppl who were merely playing & touching my face lightly. BUT STILL. jess, if u're reading this, YOU STILL GAVE ME MY FIRST SLAP LOH. hmphy. i'll always rmb. my parents nv even slapped me before. how DARE u all! muahaha. i tell my daddy! :P but when jing xin slapped me i really very unhappy... until i cried loh. really cried. but was laughing & crying at the same time. haha. they're retarded. make me cry. & also made me laugh by their lame jokes. hmphy. i wont bring u guys along to the choc factory! hmph. & i'll tell willy wonka not 2 sell u anymore. xP
arghyyy. just went to see the doctor. have stomach flu. grrr. i vomited 3 times tonight lah... in 2 hours? i feel terrible... hope tmr better if not i'll be suffering in school. sigh.
btw on sat i bought this $48 skirt from forever 21... guess wat. they didnt take out the tag lah. u noe the tag they put on the clothes so the thingy will beep wen u try 2 steal it? yeah. i walked out & it didnt beep. wait. i PAID for it first ok. i wasnt trying 2 steal. haha. i didnt realised they didnt remove it until i got home. its FAKE. for show only. haha. just tot of sharing this wif u guys.. but this isnt an encouragement for u all 2 steal.. :)

writtern @9:47 PM

changed blogskin! this one so cute rite! haha.
haiz... my mood kinda ruined today sia... kinda looking forward to netball tmr.. wanna play court game.. but got exams so probably do p.t again lohz... arghy. oh, i feel tallER after all the jumping ytd! whaha.
my dad bought back a small wine cellar cooler... quite cool. but too small.. not all the wine bottles can fit in.. haha. now the basement has a wine cooler & a fridge... i sugggested putting the fridge upstairs so i can get an ice cream anytime i want w/o having 2 climb all the way downstairs... hehe.
its changed. something's different. we arent really talking anymore. he doesnt even sms or call me anymore... actually, come 2 tink of it im quite relieved. haha. im avoiding him i tink... yup i am. i always look away or walk in another direction when i see him.. lols. i even sink in my seat wayy downn whenever i see him around. and after the session ends i always want to leave asap. now i even dread going sometimes. stoopid rite. i noe. haha.

never ever-all saints
A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that i never paid enough attention
Or did I not give enough affection
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone,
You can write it in a letter
Either way I have to know
Did I never treat you right
Did I always start the fight
Either way I'm going out of my mind

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling yeah it just don't feel right
All the answers to my questions I have to find

writtern @3:56 PM

whee. finally got what i wanted at Taka's toy sale.
yupp. its TAKA'S CRAZIEST TOY SALE!!!
KIDS UNITE!!!
this is OUR PARADISE. (:
i bought some light up pens with the furry furry hairs!!!
SO COOL rite.
my fav. ((: hahaha.
tink im starting 2 collect them.
they're wayy cuteee! hehe.
omg.. i tink im shopping to much.. tmr wanna go back taka shop summore!!
but not the toy sale this time.. haha.
i wanna shop for clothes & sandals.
haha.
just now when i was in delifrance eating.. thiss small boy was holding his mommy's hand & walked pass our table.. den u noe wad he did!! he looked at our table as went:"wowww..." & walked pass! haha. soo cuteeee!! he must be one hungry fella'! cutee.
last nite went church for the Holy hour for vocations... it was quite cool.. haha. tmr go church again! no cat class! whee. haha.

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writtern @4:01 PM

yesh! TGIF. i havent blogged for soo lonngg. actually nth much 2 blog about anyway. oh wells. i havent even blogged about the cross country! woohooo. i finally ran cross country fer the first time! hahaha. "ran". more like walked. walked a lot.. cuz i was sick.. den not supposed 2 participate... but dun care.. haha. wanted 2 participate lah.. the past 2 yrs nv lohz. haha.
aiya, got time 2 blog also nth much. haha. tonite got tuition again... arghyy. just went on wednesday nite lah.. diz week haf lessons twice. ugh. i cant stand the tuitor sometimes. he's always bragging & bragging abt himself & his achievements in class. and then my hp the msg tone & his the same.. den wen got the sound rite.. he'll tink its his lah... last week during the lesson i didnt mute my hp.. den got msg come in... den he was lyk "oh sorrie. must be my hp" and den he got this happy look on his face... but den wen he checked nth. actually was My hp. lols. he was so embarrased. stoopid lah he. haha.
arghyyy. just remembered that wei liang forgot 2 return me my english tys!! how am i gonna do my hw during the long weekend?! i wanna killl him... grr.

writtern @2:24 PM