omg. legolas is juz soo charming. juz watched The Two Towers. it had the scene in which he jumped onto the horse. it was sooooo SHUAI! & the way he shoots his arrows... the way he speaks... they meLt my heart!! haha. ytd was EASTER!!! happy easter everybody!! i had a really meaningful easter sunday. had a church outing 2 Angsana Home. its a home lah duh.. majority are old folks. the youngest there is only 30. & ALL are MEN. only 5 women in the whole home can... damn scary loh. they look scary lah. i did the serving of the food behind in the kitchen. was kinda stressed cuz the stoopid lady was supposed 2 let us handle the food... but she kept saying tt i serve too much mee siam! den everytime she stresses me up. den in the end soo much mee siam left. wah liao.. she damn extra sia. haha. it was a great day...there was a hired bus 2 bring us there. we were practising our singing in the bus. damn fun. haha. cuz we had 2 perform sth mah.. den last min so juz sing lohhh. haha. we sang the easter song & Christ is our light & some other songs. we even sang "Father abraham has 7 children. 7 children has father abraham.. ... ..." it was soo fun! the men really enjoyed themselves. had really gd feedback. i felt really good abt myself after the trip. kinda fun. i tink more of diz shld be organised. haha. wahh. dawnnn.. im still tinking of tt halter top at Zara... i really lyk it... but my mom doesnt allow me 2 wear tt :( sigh. i tink of it day & nite. hmm.. nvm. cant wait fer the nxt tai-tai activity! haha. Christ be our light; shine in our hearts shine thru the darkness
Christ be our light; shine in your church gathered today

writtern @5:01 PM

sigh... i cant go out todaeee! which is totally unfair cuz my mom says we shldnt go out n enjoy ourselves on Good Friday. we hafta make sacrificies on diz day blah blah blah. bUt my bro gets 2 go out!!! so unfair!!! hmph. & im soo hungryyy!!! had 2 fast todae. no lunch until dinner time. man... i hope diane's bdae dinner lata starts early. my mom kinda reluctantly let me out but i promised diane areadi. haha. so sad.. i cant go out wif her 2 watch Hitch. sorrie gal... anw lata her parents r bringing us out fer dinner. some of her frens r coming along too. i kinda feel 'extra'. cuz all her frens.. den i down ther. nt close 2 them... seen them a few times areadi at diane's bdae parties... but dont really rmb them. they rmb me though. haha. last time met them somewhere outside wif diane. n they called my name. i dont even rmb oNe of their names! heheh.ytd was sports day. it was proved tt i really shldnt travel ard spore alone. whaha. i din noe how 2 go clementi stadium frm hme so i took a cab. i went into the cab & told him my destination. he said ok. after awhile he told me he dunno how 2 go leh!! wth.. den i freak out lah. dunno where 2 go den in the cab mah. den i call my mom. she nv likes 2 let me take cab alone. she scared they drive me away & kidnap me or sth. haha. so wen i told her the cab doesnt noe how 2 go... she freaked out. probably tinking he wld drive me 2 some other place. den she told me 2 get off. den called my dad 2 rush out 2 pick me. wasted my money man. stoopid cab driver. haha. reached the stadium rite on the dot. sports day was boring. after tt my mom told me 2 go 2 buona vista mrt where she will pick me up frm. den i walked wif jess & char 2 CLEMENTI station. which i tot was buona vista. so i waited ther 4 a few mins. den i called my mom. dEn i realised i was at the wrong place! i was suppoed 2 be at buona vista. haha. den i rushedd 2 take mrt. i was kinda freaked out. i am lyk so-so blurrr. sigh.
gtg nw... cya peeps. enjoy our long weekend!

we mite as well be strangers.

writtern @3:53 PM

Natalie- goin' crazy
Ever since the day you went away
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same
oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrafice
Cuz the feelin that I feel within no other man would make me feel so right
its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night
But i rather have you here with me,right next to me, and i miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know that I think we are destiny
For you I cross the world for you
I'd do anything
Thats right baby Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)

nicee songgg!

writtern @5:05 PM

whee~ todae was damn shiok. 3 cheers fer TAI TAI DAY!!! yayy dawn! we rawk! lol. spend almost whole afternoon at SICC. we decided 2 make diz a tai-tai day wen we wld juz enjoy life lyk a rich tai tai. sicc is definitely the rite place. haha. first we went 2 da gym.. in the rm outside there was diz belly dancing class. so cute. den we went into the gym. during the whole time ther. our main topic was on anorexic disease. lol. dunno y juz started toking abt it. & the ppl. maybe cuz there was 2 super skinny girls there. so anyway... we spendt abt an hr in the gym.. wif our own personal instrutor. cool eh? haha. he was quite talkative n lame though. bt made our gym session more fun. learnt how 2 use various machines. den after gym training went 2 eat. den we played table tennis. we sucked. lol. we werent tired by playing table tennis. instead we were tired frm chasing the ball. lol. den diz old couple came.. as in really OLD. & they played so much betta. lyk pros lyk tt. den we so pai shei. decided 2 leave after an hr or so. haha. anw after tt we went 2 the toilet. haha. yup. & we spent 40mins in the toilet. shiok. haha. i tink i said diz b4.. bt i'll say it again. SICC TOILET ROX! haha. we bathed ther & den we went 2 the section where gt a lot of mirrors & where the ladies do their make up & stuff. den we went there... was really lyk tai tai. haha. sat onthe chair den gt foot messager on the floor.. so i used the foot messager & blow dry my hair & used the stuff ther. haha. i tried using the styling mousse 2 make my hair curl at the bottoml. but din work. haha. shuang! den we used the messaging chair. we spent most time there. haha. we were sitting ther reading gossip magazines. dawn cldnt bear 2 leave the toilet cuz it was juz TOO SHUANG. & she havent finished her gossip mag. haha. anw after much persuading.. i got her out of the toilet. we had our high tea. haha. dawn was naggy. she started nagging at wadeva little thing i did tt wasnt "tai-tai like". den even wen we walked 2 the car.. she was telling me 2 hold my bag more high class-ly. -.-" dotz. she was exagerating. oh yeah. had a chauffeur 2 fetch us there & back too. lol. wen we need him... he came back juz in time.. wen we're done.. he was there fast. haha. okie. i shall nt be so bad. my bro was kinda enuff 2 be our 'chauffeur'. haha. com'on! let me enjoy my tai tai day! (:
had soo much funnn i tell u. we agreed tt we shld haf more "tai tai outings" & enjoy ourselves. spend our dad's money! haha. jkjk.
went fer church duty juz nw. sth easy lah. had 2 lead priests 2 their assigned location. i got the CUTEST priest! haha. he's a 40+ ang moh guy. veh cute. & veh frenly. haha. :)

writtern @8:47 PM

whee~ finally put in proper music video. but u guys cnnt click on the other sections of the blog b4 u're done wif the video cuz the music will stop wen change pg. oh wells.
dOuble whee~ last day of skool of term 1. whaha. yayyy. the lonnggg awaited holidaes r finally here. im gonna make the most out of diz 1 week man. but im juz afraid my holiday wld be ruined wen mr lam calls my parents... scared sia. dun tink i met any target. dun even noe how 2 find out my marks. oh well. confirm nv meet more den 6 can liao lah. heez. i scared 2 show my mom my results slip. aye. howw.
siann todae no netball. lata got tuition. die arh... i tried doing my hw on logarithm den forgot how 2 do all liaoz. haha. so dead sia. & i hafta tell my tutor tt i failed my test vErY badly. haha.
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you,
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
Come just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me,
the way that I.... trust in you,

writtern @4:23 PM

wah. diz weekend exercise a lot sia. ytd went night-jogging ard the estate wif my bro. he crazy 1 arh. come back at 7+ den suddenly say lets go jogging. lol. i was writing my chem notes. den decided 2 run wif him. since he so enthu. haha. den we run loh.. but only fer 20 mins lah. cuz so late & dark liao.. i almost ran into the pole thingy loh. -.-" den todae was out whole day.. went grandma's hse den go a few places buy some stuff & went novena church. den after tt went fer evening swimming. so long nv swim le.. only me & my mom. den we spent abt an hr in the ladies'. lol. its the best toilet man. haha. very nice. den i sitting on the mesage chair while my mom was in the steamer room. wah. shuang. SICC rocks. i shld go ther more often b4 my membership is up wen i reach 21. i muz make use of it.. the facilities r very good & nice too. haha. im weird. bt really sicc is the best club. haha. if only i get 2 meet new ppl ther. will be pretty cool.
ALMOST HERE
Bruise and battered by your words
dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

writtern @9:58 PM

todae was damn fun... lol. christina's bdae. we bought a cake fer her. cut the cake after skool. but unfortunately i dun tink she even gt 2 eat it. lol. we were playing wif it. well. dunno which idiot started taking cream & splattering it on everyone's faces. havoc. chaos. craziness. every1 was lyk screaminggg. darn disgusting loh. first time experienced ppl actually playing wif the cake. lol. at least lucky no 1 threw the cake at the bdae gurl's face. we spent a lot of time in class playing. lol. was pretty noisy obviously. gt cream on my face. eeew. had lyk a small party.. ate potato chips & all in class. well. not really exceptional todae. cuz it happens almost everyday. lol. man, 3h rawkz.
todae i did a terrible thing. dawn's prob gonna nag & give me a lecture wen she hears diz. lol. looks lyk i gotta go fer confession soon. haha. ok. i went into the boy's toilet. haha. i din really haf a choice! i was in class den fuxing snatched my hp & din wanna return it... so i chased him ard class... & den he ran out & i chased him down the corridor. all the way 2 the toilet at the arena ther... den he took refudge inside... den at tt time 2 other boys came out.. i asked if any1 else was inside first. then making sure the coast was clear, i went in. & pulled fu xing out. so idiotic loh. made me chase him ard. arghy.
ahhh. i was supposed 2 be watching Hitch nw. bt i cant go cuz of diz stpd emath tys. argh. hate math. its driving me crazy & depriving me of my life.

Catch myself from despair I could drown if I stay here Keeping busy every day I know I will be okay. was i [e]ver l o v e d by you?

writtern @9:25 PM