very moody these few days... so darn frustrated. i feel lyk screaming...
hmm... nth much happened loh... only not toking 2 some ppl fer the time being...
i knocked my head again.... sian... first 2 times bang wall... den third time bang table... den fourth time ran into lamppost(i noe... i was lyk so embarrassed ok?) den yesterday banged my head against jesslyn's! all becuz of jeremy lah... go throw a paper ball at us... den it dropped on the floor inbetween our seats den we 2 bent down together den 'bAnG!' we knocked our heads together... it was lyk soo damn pain!!! i cld have strangled him on da spot. hMpH...
today... we ignore each other.... act we dun tok in class 1 wad... so not very unusual... but today nv even look at each other.. lyk bu shuang lyk tt...heez. fInE loh.. dun wan tok den too bad.. heez... den jess wholeeee dayyy ask me tok 2 * whole day leh.. in skool... outta skool.. on msn even! den fer her sick i juz answer loh... see she feels *'s pain... hehe.. =P so i tok loh.. but attitude.. heez... den see tmr how lohz...
today also had history test... wahhh im so dead... my answer script only 1 page & 5 lines but jess's & van's both write 1 1/2 pg! i write very little lehz.. all i wrote was crap lah... haiz...
gonna eat liaoz... bye... ~*sad*~

writtern @6:28 PM

wahhh... my studies r lyk soo going downhill dis yr... dunno why... so many things on my mind... i've been lyk failing so many tests... wahhh.... :'( sigh... i tink quit skool betta arhz. OR maybe its becuz im in gess. if fact i have dis tinge of regret not transferring 2 st teresa.. maybe ther wld be betta... gess still sarks mann... sigh...

what my heart wants to say
You're amazing, so amazing
Have I told you enough?
You're an angel, my guardian angel
God knows I, I've been blessed with love

But if I'd be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
Have I ever told you, you're the one?

Chorus:
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know, I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say

A love to tender, I surrender to this feeling so true
My affrimation, my inspiration
Darling I, I've been blessed with you

Chorus:
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know, I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say

But if I'll be gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my love goes?
If I was gone forever, would you know how much I care?
That you make me feel like flying, that I'm sailing on your ocean
That every time you look at me, you see it in my eyes

writtern @3:38 PM

juz came back frm dinner wif alicia they all... but b4 tt we picked up my bro coming back frm ns camp... he still looks so cute wif tt spiky & pokey hair..haha.... everytime he comes back i lyk 2 touch his head but he'll always complain...haha... & the whole nite he has been telling all the army stories & how's it been in ther...after hearing all his furnie stories, i tink tt inside the camp every1 so slack 1... sounds lyk a lot of fun.. & he told me he's 1 of the 'power rangers' ... haha.. long story... damn furnie...
today had chinese test n im lyk so dead? ahhhh!!! act i din really study anywaez... today my mom went 4 the parent thingy in skool... they said june hols. got some activities compulsory... but my parents already planned 2 go australia during tt period....but other dates my dad bz so only can tt time... but becuz of tt stpd programmes so now dunno how... maybe they leave me at home... wahhh!!! :( sick-en-ing!
today i in gd mood... dunno why... i have been lyk writing every1 testimonials... ALMOST every1 lahz... juz some i nth 2 say... so sorrie if i nv write fer u horz...hehe

writtern @10:15 PM

yAy.. my blog finally can see the entries... thanks 2 ida... ish she help me fix de.
arghhhh... so fed up sia... today math test... got some careless mistakes & some easy qns i also dunno how 2 do... wah liao... so frustrated. ahhhhhhhh!!! Today feelin sho sad... sigh...
supposed 2 have english tuition nw.. but cancelled... and the tcr only called today.. if not i cld have gone 4 the web publishing.. i wanna go... haiz...
sian... no 1 online... b.O.r.I.N.g....... tmr chinese test... preparing 4 another failed test...

writtern @4:07 PM

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

suddenly so in love wif this song... 'love me' by Collin Raye
And not forgetting all of gareth gates songs! have been listening to the cd whole day... lol.. no matter how much i listen.. i nv get sick of it. ok.. maybe im a teeny little bit bored wif 'say it isnt so', but the rest r still soo nice!!!

writtern @6:51 PM

writtern @12:45 PM

haiz... so sleepy... juz came back from english tuition. it was BORING... wen i step in and the lesson started i straight away yawn liao.. dunno yawn how many times altogether... we had a little debate which totally sucked. sian...
today mr wong said we cld sit in pairs.(woohoo!!!) he said we could try it out fer a week.. but even if later he changes his mind.. too bad arh! we wun move! bleuh! :P so now im sitting wif jess at the last row... (dun wan!!! i wanna sit middle row.. but tt van go snatch wif me) arghh. there was a better place 4 her-which was further frm calvin but she dun wan sit.. still wanna si nearer 2 him. kaoz. den she wanna sit wif wl somemore... kAoz... so me & jess last 1 at the back... jeremy & wl sort of behind us... they r between me row & van's row. ok wif my sitting...
i am sooo rritated by someone.... act. tts 2 ppl. ok... ughhh cant stand them! sickening!
gtg liaoz... gotta visit churches later... tmr gd friday.. going 2 some church party wif lydia in the nite. den morning gotta go confession.(confessions of a teenage gal! heheh)ok.. tts lame. so anyway i hafta start tinking wad sins i've made. c'mon! i can hardly tink of any! heheh... i've been a gd girl... can i scream now?

writtern @6:33 PM

hmmm... so long nv update le. so damn busy last week...
i found out who gave Justin my blog url... tt stoopid Zaneta!!! im soo angry wif her. hmph. she betrayed me! grrr... and someone also gave him my pic recently... he told me last nite. i've yet 2 find out who's tt idiotic person.
u noe wad? my brother(the younger 1), went 2 NS on friday... the house like so quiet now... everyone's growing up & leaving the house... now im alone out here all my myself on almost every nite. Alex doesnt come back till morning, tts why i nv get 2 see him the whole day. really! and my parents r always in their room... so my only company is this beautiful computer. awww... tts so sad... its a good & bad thing tt my bro has gone NS. tt means its less 1 person to fight wif me over this com. but den, its so boring... i nv tok 2 alex... i seldom tok 2 david too, but at least got somebody at home... now its only me, my parents & the maid. SiGh... oh yea, i got 2 skip half the day of school on friday to see him off. actually my mom DIDN'T allow me to go skool(first time!)... but i wanted 2 go juz becuz of the art lesson, which sucked later. i tot teacher wld explain more on wad we're suppossed 2 do, but in the end there was nth much. she didn't even say anything lah. we juz went in & start drawing. if i knew tt was all, i wun have gone 2 skool! sickening. i cld have skipped the whole day of skool fer nth. ughhh. my mo picked me up during art & we headed for pasir ris. the bus brought us to the army ferry terminal & we took a 10mins ride to Pulau Tekong. tt's where they stay. its more like a holiday resort lah... the place is nice loh... so colourful. and u noe wad? he's bald now! haha... does tt remind u of someone frm 1H? u-noe-who! hehe... shhh! din mean to... haha. later he come kill me. yea... he cut his hair liaoz... cant wait 2 see his head on thursday! hahaha... i'd probably laugh my head off! *giggles* Oh yea.. becuz of sending him off, i was 1/2 hr late 4 busybees - AgAin... last week also the same... haha. feel so bad walking into the class halfway... nvm.. i dun mind... hehez.
oh no.. i juz found out my dad's going KL tmr... he always go overseas nv tell us 1... until we realise he's packing den he tells us. so mean rite? tt means there'll only be 4 ppl in the house... my mom, me, bro & maid. but my bro goes out in the morning & comes back at midnite. tt means it'll only by my mom, maid & me in da house... sigh... so sian...
gtg eat dinner liaoz... buaiz...

writtern @9:50 PM